Rain and Fasting

When I was serving my mission in Holland, I LOVED when we had rain storms. They came more frequently than not, but I still cherished every little storm we had. On one of my first days in the Netherlands, my companion and I were riding along a canal when it started to rain. It was so fun to be riding in and not even care. It was great! I have other fond memories of rain storms...like camping at our cabin in our trailer and playing games while the rain came down. I loved listening to it hit the roof of the trailer and run down through the leaves on the trees. When I moved to Arizona, the day my roommate and I moved into our apartment, we were caught in the middle of a monsoon rainstorm. We had to dash in and out of our apartment to unload stuff and by the time we were done, we were drenched. We didn't even care that we were headed to a broadway show that night. It all added the memories. This morning I had a really hard time getting out of bed because I was just enjoying laying in bed and feeling the cool breeze come into our room and listening the rain (I love sleeping with the windows open). I know...a lot of people don't really enjoy it, and don't get me wrong, I could never live in Washington State with all the rain, but I love having a good rain storm. I guess it makes me appreciate the warmer and dryer days more. I feel the same way with a good snow storm. It's especially awesome if you don't have to go anywhere and just snuggle up with a loved one and read a book or watch a good movie. Rainstorms...love 'em!
I've also had time today to reflect on the blessings that come from fasting. Since I've been pregnant or nursing for the last 18 months, I haven't been able to fast. Today was the first opportunity I have had since then. I'll admit, I was worried that I wouldn't be able to do it, and I thought I'd have to give in just before we left for church, but I know that the Lord blesses those that make sacrifices, especially when fasting. I made it through our fasting period and I wish I could say that Steve had found a job, but let's face it, it is Sunday and nobody will be calling even to set up an interview, but I know that something will happen soon. Of course, soon may be on the Lord's time, not ours, but I know we will be taken care of. I've said it before, but I have to again, how do people get through trials without the gospel?! This trial we are going through has reminded me of the blessings I have (especially the little ones) and what is really important in life. I have a wonderful husband that treats me like a queen and 2 beautiful and healthy children that seem to adore me (I didn't mind at all that they both wanted to sit on my lap today during church).
I have found so much joy in the little blessings in my life recently. I can't imagine being anywhere else or with anybody else in my life. Life may be crazy right now, but it's still good!

Tough Times

I don't know that I have ever felt such a range of emotions as I have this past week. Unfortunately, most of the emotions have been that of sadness.
Earlier last week, a missionary from my mission passed away. I was actually surprised at how much it affected me. It made me start to really truly think about and appreciate my health. Then, midweek, I had a dear friend deliver her baby 8 weeks early. Sadly, he passed away 2 days later. I was sickened by all of this and hated to hear people tell me to watch out because "things happen in threes."
And that brings me to the last bad event. To move beyond, and to simply put it, we are looking for new employment.
So, as I have tried looking for some "silver lining" in all of this, I have reassessed the blessings that I have. Things could be so much worse! But I have my family! My husband is such a hard worker and hasn't let this slow him up. I have 2 beautiful and healthy and happy kids that seems to worship my every move. I really couldn't ask for more. I also have loving, concerned parents who have given us many words of encouragement and advice (I know that isn't always good, but they have been there and done that).
Most importantly, I have the gospel of Jesus Christ and we have worked hard to follow the prophets and heed their council. I know that we will grow closer as a family and be so much stronger as we go through these trials. "And this is my joy!"

This One's On Me!

I just had to blog about this. It totally made my day...
Last week, after spending the day at the aquarium and having dinner with just my husband, we were headed back to my sisters house to pick up the kids. We were stopped at a light next to a small convience store. As we were sitting there, and realizing we still had a little bit of a drive home after picking up the kids, we decided to stop and grab a drink to share. Steve pulled up and I hopped out and ran in to get the drink. When I got in, the lone worker was cleaning up and around the pop dispenser, so I mentioned that I felt bad that I was going to make him stop working and ruin his cleanup job. He said he didn't mind and we exchange a few other "pleasantires." Okay, I really don't remember what I said and I really don't think I flirted with him. Hello, I'm married! And I've never been much of a flirt. So, what happened next took me by surprise. After grabbing the lid and straw for my drink. I told the clerk that I had what I needed and was ready to pay.
He then asked me if I really had all that I wanted. I said, "Yes."
He said, "Okay, bye!"
I said, "How much do I owe?"
He said, "Nothing."
I said, "No, really, how much do I owe?"
And again he said, "Nothing. It's on me! Have a good evening and don't argue with me."
I stood there a little shocked still. Did this man just by me a drink? I know I mentioned that my husband was out in the car. I didn't want to argue with him, but I was just so shocked!
Okay, he was probably just being nice and didn't want to be bothered with "ringing up" for a little drink, but I would like to think that maybe he was trying to flirt with me or something. Do I still have that in me? Not that I'm looking or anything. I am happily married! It was just kind of weird and a little exhilirating. I haven't had that kind of experience for a while (about a year after I got married, I was trying to help some friends flirt with some guys, you know encouraging them on, my friends, not the guys, and one of the guys started to flirt with me. Oops! I quickly, and non-challantely, showed him my ring. It was funny!)

Op Zoek Naar Maria (Watch out For Maria!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vq6b9bMBXpg
One of my companions from my mission sent this to me a couple of weeks ago. I know it's making it's way around the web, but I still laugh every time I see it. So, I just had to add it here.
This brings me joy for a couple of reasons. First, it's just so funny how spontaneous it appears. And I love how the on-lookers react...some join in, others just gawk. Second, since this happened in the Antwerpe Train Station, I feel a little connection to it. While serving my mission in Belguim, I went through this train station a few times. It's really a beautiful station. But I also love the announcer over the intercom. Mooi!

Motherhood

I've heard comments before about how much life changes when you have a baby. It's true. Life does change. Sure, there's the little sleep from multiple middle-of-the-night feedings. There's events you may have to miss out on because you have a baby. Your time is no longer yours. Life really does change.
But...it's all for the better. I can't even imagine life before I had kids. That life seems like such a distant world. I've become less selfish (I hope). I've made small sacrifices that before kids would have seemed huge. And...life has become so much more meaningful. I love motherhood!
Yes, it's hard when your toddler throws tantrums in the middle of church (thank goodness it doesn't happen often). Yes, it's hard when you get halfway through your morning workout and your baby wakes up and wants to eat NOW. But nothing is harder than the opportunities I would miss if I weren't a mother.
Since my 2 1/2 year old was born, I have never missed an opportunity to go into his room at night before I go to bed to whisper, "I love you, " and kiss him goodnight. I now get to do the same with my baby. I often wonder how long I will get to do that.
I love having playtime with my kids. Nothing beats building a train track with your toddler only to watch the baby crawl over and try her hardest to destroy it. We all laugh and then get into tickle wars. Such sweet sounds!
Neither of my kids are real "mama's" kids. They enjoy going to and playing with their dad, or other people. But I love the reception I get when I come home after leaving them to go to meetings or grocery shopping.
Being a mother has made me realize just how precious life is! I do dread my kids getting older, but I know that as they do, there will be even more of them to enjoy. I am so grateful that my parents set a great example of family life. I now have that desire to build strong relations with my kids and make great memories.
I remember my toddler going through a phase of calling me, "Mama." It was kind of funny and not what I expected to ever be called (I thought for sure "mommy" would be first). But, I felt this way then and I feel this way now...how ever it is said, "Mom" is the sweetest thing I've ever heard and being a mom is the best career I could have ever chosen!

Popcorn Popping

Since we have been experiencing some beautiful weather the past few days, we've been able to go out to enjoy it. This morning we went for a walk and I noticed that most trees are budding...popcorn! Although, I hate to admit it, I've been dreeding having to go outside to work (I don't know why, normally I enjoy working in the gardens), it was nice to get out to clean up the flowerbeads and get them ready for the tulips and daffodils to look beautiful when they bloom (there's just something about weeds that can take away from the beauty). I enjoy this time of year. I really don't know anybody that doesn't like spring. It's a nice change from the winter. It's not too hot to enjoy. There's a lot of new stuff going on. It's just a great time of year, and I'm happy it's just about here.
Oh, yeah, did I mention that I'm also excited for tax season to be over with?!!! Oh, I love spring!

24

Okay, I thought this was pretty funny that it was a tie. Am I really like Jack and Chloe?

Which 24 Character Are You?
	You are part Jack Bauer. You are an aggressive and heroic figure. You think rules are only for kids, and try to break them at least once everyday (or hour). You like to get help from others especially your best friends. To complete a task, you are willing to do whatever it takes - be it the right way or the wrong one. Also, you could totally kick Chuck Norris' ass.
	You are part Chloe. You are the doer in any group. This is not a bad thing, as you are the only person who can do those things beyond the control and realm of other beings. As a very caring person, you're emotionally attached to others, though from the outside you might seem to be very aggressive.
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